Lazy System Sucking Moms
I’ve seen about enough with women getting pregnant, not working, and living on the system meant to help temporarly! I’ve seen first hand how the child support in some states is completely f..cked! There are some men that make every attempt at doing the right thing and they get screwed! Can you tell this shit just really pisses me off! I know there are some deadbeat dads out there, but when one is not…don’t make their life seem like you keep ramming them in to the wall. To all you single moms out there that got pregnant and just don’t want to work and live off the system and child support…YOU SUCK! You are completely worthless and just think about the morals and work ethics you are teaching your kid(s). I know my words are harsh. I really don’t care right now. I’ve been personally effected by this bull shit and I’m here to tell you dads get royally screwed over and over again!!
Keeping my chin up
Today was a crappy day. I was supposed to go to the doctors, key word…supposed to. I was able to peacefully get the kids ready for the day and eat a nice breakfast with them before all hell broke loose. When I went out to the hummer I noticed the remote unlock didn’t work…hmmm…maybe its battery was dead. So I unlocked it with the key and proceeded to start the engine. NOPE Houston we have a problem. It did not start and I could not get the key out of the ignition. Yikes! Phone calls to the hubby, my mom, and OnStar…an hour later roadside (in my case driveway side) arrived. They jumped the battery and after another call to OnStar the Hummer was running as normal. 20 mins of idle running to charge the battery and then finally off to work. Yeah, I was totally unable to make my doctors appointment. I have been putting off the doctors for a long time and still did not make it. I made it to work just in time to put in oh 3 1/2 hours of work before I had to leave to get a new battery. Lucky the Hummer started, just barely. A few dollars later I have a new battery and it was even installed for me…well I had to pay for that too. So all is good, back home and ready for bed early! Whew…here’s hoping the rest of the week is better then today.
but I Love You
Recently while taking my four year old chatterbox to the doctors I was way too overwhelmed with his nonstopping talking. I asked him if he could just be quiet until we got to the doctors office, which would have been a little more then a few minutes of silence, but darn it I needed it. I’m an awful mom for wanting silence…Anyhoo…after I asked him to please be quite I get this response.
But Mommy I Love you.
Oh gosh what do you say to that. I’m a sucker for love…he continued to talk all the way to the doctors…
What is it?
What do you call a friendship that totally feels one sided? How would you feel if you thought you had a close friend and it seems that they are just too busy in their own little world to even acknowledge you? I’m sitting there folks. My “friend” just doesn’t seem to have the time to get together anymore. I’ve made attempts to no avail. To be honest it is depressing…funny…I should use that word to describe my feelings. Yet it is true, it also hurts. Put some drama and chaos and even throw in a bit of me needing my friend then they would be there. Forgive me for being so blunt, and I’m sure my friend would be hurt if they read this, but I can not hide my feelings. I truely feel this way and I know that it will continue to hurt so long as this friendship withers away. Feeling like this also makes me wonder what I did…was I not a good friend, am I not someone they want to be around…like what is wrong with me? Only time will tell if my friend will come back to me or if the chapter in the book of our friendship is closed. Just placing a bookmark in and waiting to read what’s next…
