Let the anxieties begin
This is my last week home and I’ve already begun thinking of the day I go back to work. I’m already beginning to have anxieties about it. Not only about being away from the baby, which by the way I have not been away from him for more then 2 hours, but also about my mother-in-law watching him. Don’t get me wrong I’m glad she is watching him, and I know she has raised children before, BUT… Her methods are different then mine and what I may or may not want her to do MAY not be respected. In the past I have experienced no respect for my expressed concerns on certain things. Case and point here. Also too, she has never delt with breastmilk. Yes, I have already started putting together the dos and don’ts of breastmilk. Yet, this still has not helped! Just watch I will probably call her like every two hours, asking the hubby to call on the off hours!! This week is going to fly by!! I DON’T WANT TO GO BACK TO WORK!