Off Limits
The hubby said this to me the other day. That I am like off limits. Yep, he is speaking of sex; and even just touching and caressing me. He is frustrated, as it has been weeks for him. Yeah, weeks for me too, but…well…honestly…”Houston we have a problem”. I HAVE NOT been in the mood. To do ANYTHING. To him or me. Yeah, he offered to just do me – no strings attached for his pleasure- and I said no. What the hell is wrong with me?!? Most women would have jumped at the chance. Not me. Why? Who the hell knows, surely not me. Could it be that I just had a baby six weeks ago? Can’t be that, he didn’t come out that way, c-section (if you needed filling in). My husband for a lack of better words is like addicted to sex, it is his drug of choice. Me on the other hand, it is like my kryptonite. (however the hell you spell it, help me out Superman) So, I don’t know what to do. I don’t think about it, I don’t desire it, and quite frankly I could care less if I every do it again. How does that sound to you? Sad huh? I do feel sorry for the hubby though. I want to for him, but I can’t, that part of me that was molested is stronger then, well anything else I guess. Is there something for women out there that would put me in the mood? I just don’t know what to do, as I know the hubby is going to really want it now that the “six weeks” is up after having the baby. I know it may sound bad, or even sad, but it almost feels like a bit of some sort of pressure put on me now. The pressure to perform. Gees. Well, guess I’m done blogging now, kinda lost for words.
Just break it
A time that just broke my heart:
I was sitting, or shall I say laying on the couch holding my baby when my older son comes to me and says:
“Can you put ~insert baby’s name here~ down so I can lay with you?”
What is a mother to do? They BOTH needed me at the same time. I’m new at this so it clearly broke my heart. I wanted to hold both!
Only Two Weeks
I only have two more weeks left until I return to work. Honestly I am not looking forward to it. Frankly I don’t want to go back to work. I have enjoyed living a very low stress life. I’ve also enjoyed all the wonderful time I have spent with my two boys! I’m sure the next two weeks will fly by too fast. : (
Explain This
I would like to challenge anyone out there to explain this. Any meteorologists out there?
It started to rain this afternoon at the house. I let the hubby know so that he could shut the garage door and perhaps the windows on his car. He pulled the blinds up in his office and said “It’s not raining”. Then I looked out the back door and said “Yes it is”. We both looked at each other. Folks is was raining in our backyard, but NOT in the front yard. It went on like this for several minutes before the rain completely stopped, all the while it NEVER rained in the front. Weird…
1 Year Blogging Anniversary
YAY! Today is my one year blogging anniversary. I’ve been expressing myself to strangers and a friend or two for a year now. Wow! I must say it feels good sometimes to express myself and get out some of my feelings that have been bottled up inside.
Keep coming back to all! Heres to another year! Blog on!
Proper Penis Position (Diaper Changes People)
I just wanted to share with you today a little tip that I have learned from having two boys. For those whom are new mothers and those who are not, to prevent diaper leaks when a baby boy, or even toddler for that matter, pees there is a way to position the penis. I’m sorry, but yes it does help, that I have found anyways. You should position the penis downward. Up or to the side just allows for the pee to escape right out the top of the diaper or the sides. Yes, I have had this happen and I’m speaking from experience. I know they say “Up front for boys, in the middle for girls”, but that just doesn’t seem to REALLY be the case with boys. Even though there is extra padding on “boys” diapers or pull ups in the front, some boys are gifted to be able to pee all the way out of the darn things. So next time you change a little boys diaper, think and remember the penis position.
