Paranoid over the littlest things
Ok, so I feel much better today, still a little tired, but over all well rested from my day off. Haven’t had any morning sickness and my breasts are not as tender as they have been. Yes, I am paranoid. I want everything to be ok. I don’t have my first prenatal visit until the 13th of next month. As long as I don’t have any major complications they said that far out for an appointment is ok. Besides they usually don’t see you until close to your 8th week, so they say. Just a bit of history on why I am just a little paranoid. This is my third pregnancy, and I only have one child. Yes, I lost my first at 11 weeks. That was the worst thing I had to go through. It would have been my first child, I do miss the baby at times. Like twice a year, when the due date was and when I miscarried. However, had that not have occurred I would not have my son who I adore. Things happen for a reason and I know things worked out for the best. But I don’t think I will ever forget. Anywhoo, I shouldn’t stress too much, I’m not having the same complications now as I did then. And I really should be thankful I feel good, stop complaining that I don’t feel like crap. Ok, that makes more sense, be thankful I’m not feeling icky and tired. Alright then. Until next time…read on!
Alicia said,
20 October 2007 at 8:47 am
My symptons the first few weeks with Rori weren’t as strong as they were with Aidan. Maybe because she’s a girl, I don’t know. I’m sure everything is fine, baby is just saving up for later on. LOL
OneOfMany said,
22 October 2007 at 9:59 am
My first pregnancy was a miscarriage, too! You and I are so alike it is sometimes scary! I know that when I miscarried (at 9 weeks), my doctor said 1 of 3 women will miscarry their first child. Your body just has to prepare itself to carry a child. Now that it has prepared, I don’t believe you’ll have a miscarriage again. But, that said, I understand the paranoia because I had it with both pregnancies that resulted in 2 beautiful daughters. I’m here whenever you need and I’d just say to be careful until you’re comfortable. I love ya!
Alicia said,
23 October 2007 at 11:57 pm
My first was also a miscarriage, at 9 weeks. The egg hadn’t developed. “It happens more often than we like to admit”, said the dr. “It’s natures way of preparing your body for a baby”. Three months later, on the first try, I got pregnant with Aidan. Then got pregnant with Rori, on the day after his first b’day last year.