Something against women…he has a problem
I’m starting to think that new manager has something against women, like we are not equal, able to do a good job because we are women or something to that nature. Yesterday before he went home sick I got cc’d on an email he sent to a coworker (a women). I called him on it, asked him why he sent the email. He had just spoken to this coworker the day before about the same very thing. I asked him if he explained “this” to her the day before. He said he did and this is where he pisses me off. He said “This is a delicate situation and I need to remind her of the processes.” What the F**K! You just told her the day before, what do you think she is incapable of remembering? Do you think she is an idiot! What the hell! Who the hell are you to treat women like this. I don’t see him talk to the male coworkers like this! I’m losing respect for you NICK everyday!!!
Where’d this come from?
I started thinking about the pain and anger that Alan has brought me. I haven’t thought about this crap for almost a month now, ever since both cases against him had to be closed because of the statues of limitations. Still pisses me off, but anyways. I don’t know what prompted me to think about this crap again. It is like it is in front of my brain, my thoughts. Damn, and I don’t want to think about it right now. My five your anniversary to my hubby is tomorrow and I really want to enjoy our weekend away. Our mini vacation. I was thinking in the car ride into work today that maybe I could write him a letter. As I was thinking of what I wanted to write I became anger and my thoughts to him were becoming quite strong. I’m thinking I really should write him this letter. This is at least the second time I have really thought about it. Some of the words that began to flow were:
“you are not my father”
“asshole”
“how the hell could you”
“you dissappoint me”
“you deserve to be in jail” – more so rot
“sicko perv”
Ok, I need to stop now, because I am slowly becoming more angry and that would not be a good idea here at work. I’m done for now.
