That manager at work again.
Please tell me what do you do when there are five people in your department (including this manager whom you are referencing about) and this manager doesn’t get along (personality conflicts, managers lack of communication skills or managerially skills and I just don’t think this manager really knows what they are doing) with three people and the only one they get along with is the one that hired them because they used to work together. Does anyone else see something wrong with this? I’m not the kind of person that brings crap home from the office, the kinda crap that you complain about. But ever since this manager started I have been stressed by this person and I have to vent with my hubby. It’s not like me and I am really not enjoying my job anymore and I don’t like it, cause I actually like my job and enjoy going to work each day. Do I sound like a geek? If you have to be at your job for 9 plus hours a day you might as well enjoy it and get along with those you work with. I’m not a difficult person to work with and I pretty much get along with everyone but this manager is a real piece of work. I knew we were in for it when I first met this manger. Ok, that’s enough for now, stay tuned for more interesting crap about “the manager”.
In recovery…I’m lost
You can say I am in a state of limbo, confusion, or hell I don’t know what I’m doing. I’ve had the disappointment of the law not helping me. I would say my relationship with my mom has gone to hell and dug deeper. On top of all this I haven’t seen my counselor is several weeks. Do I want to? Not really. Just not into it anymore. Kinda like what is the use. Why go? I can do it on my own. Probably not, but right now, nah. This whole thing about my abuse and the crap that went on when I was younger and then I repressed it for so long I wonder, just repress it again. Will that work or will the lingering effects rear their ugly head in my relationship with my husband or my son. I don’t know and I’m not so sure what road I should take right now. Robert Frost help me; should I take the road less traveled??? I do love that poem. Anyhoo… Oh and those books my friend bought me, yeah, sorry goes out to my dear friend. I wasn’t a reader before and I ain’t been a reading them now. My son also pulled out one of the book marks so I’m like oh darn. It will take me starting the book over again to figure out where I was and I’m just not feeling it right now. You know what I need? A much needed long vacation. But that isn’t happening anytime soon. Just got a few weekends with friends coming up and then a weekend getaway with the hubby for our 5 year wedding anniversary. Yeah, we made it to 5 years! At times we didn’t think we would. Ok, a little off subject. Back to this little quandary (damn for the life of me I just can’t figure out the spelling of that there word, and spell check is not darn help) I’m in. (Got it) Anyone got any thoughts as to what road I should take? Any input will be taken in and then delivered upon and then the jury will sit on it for a while and then well…you get the picture. No really, if any of you have any thoughts I really do want to hear.
