It is done – Part II
I’ve filed the second police report and that hard part is over. Filing the second report was not as hard. I got to stay at home while the police came to me, the police officer was very nice. He didn’t ask me to tell him anything, just to write everything down. That is much easier then telling a complete stranger what happened to you. And no offense to the police, I’m not so trusting of them, gees could it have been because my molester had been a police officer too? YES! Wow the evil web he spun with that one! It did make me feel good at the end of it all when the police officer told me he was proud of me and what I have done and that it was not an easy thing to do. Thank you! You gave me a little renewed faith! Now if I could only have that faith in the justice system. I’m still scared that after all this they will not prosecute my molester. As a victim I have rights, and one right that could be taken away is the right to come forward when I am able to and still get the justice that I deserve. Having not had the courage, strength, and being naive back then I hope it is not too late. I’m not as emotionally drained this time as I was before, I am able to function almost as normal as I can. I’m just a bit tired, but that can also be due to the normalcy of my everyday life.
