I Fear Thee Not
Oh, yes I do. I fear the justice system. I fear the statue of limitations has run out. I fear the police will not believe me. I fear the DA will not prosecute. I fear what my mom will say when she finds out. I fear the rationalization my step-dad will try to get me to hear. I fear that I will find out the my grandmother or grandfather in fact did molest my molester too. I have to push forward. I have to have belief in the justice system. I have to have faith in my mom and step-dad. I have to have faith. I have to believe. I have to be strong; for myself, my family, for the next girl who reads my story and has the courage to come forward. I have to! I have so many people standing strong with me. I have to push forward. I will.
The date has been set
Just a quick update. I have set a date to file the police report. I needed to make sure I was in the right county and have enough support around me. The countdown has begun. Lets see how anxious I get the closer the date becomes. Keep me in your thoughts and words of encouragement are much appreciated!
