More to the story…sexual abuse
How could a father do such a thing to his daughter? My answer would be that he is a sick individual, something happened to him as a child, and he was just plain stupid. Only he knows the true answer to that. Yet he is too chicken to admit his wrong doings. I asked him once to sit down to discuss things that happened, I wanted answers too. He was not willing to do that. He knows he did wrong. But I have to live with that. It was actually a relief, I didn’t have to see him. Yeah, it is hard not to have a dad, but he wasn’t “all” there when he was in my life. He was harsh, cold, intimidating, a true hardass. Oh yeah, he also had been a cop for over 10 years! Amazing huh! An ex-cop molested his daughter! Go figure…Wait, it gets better. At the time of the abuse, he was married. Yup, I had a step-mother. The little naive women. She had NO CLUE. I think he touched me more then her. And when she found out, I think she denied it. I’ve never really spoken to her since, a casual hi here and there in passing at family events in the past. I’m sure she is a good person, but I don’t know how she could stay with someone that abused a child. Or maybe he never told her. I don’t know, that’s an answer to one of my burning questions. I think I may find out someday. Sooner then later now. Til next time, stand strong for yourself.
